A lot of things came their way and bugged me at the early goings of this year, and i wasn't able to share them all here. I've planned to work on the keyboard for the longest time but it's only now that i've gone here to make it happen!! haha! BAd thing is, those happenings has accumulated and i fear i'll miss to share a single thing!!!

> last january 29, i turned 17!!

> the nba all-star---- goodnews; dwayne wade won the obstacle challenge and i was surprised to know that igoudala can the ball like that!---- worstnews;west team lose despite making the first strong run and kicked tmac away from being that night's mvp!

> Nick Belasco had surrendered his smb jersey after the management had settled the trade within alaska,... for brandon cablay--- it was a tough news and caused a lot of emotional trouble and confusion in me!

> danny S. is starting to be the main man in smb now! hahaha!

> i was already able to catch 2 "araneta trips" last month, though the battle has featured a not-so-good result!

> nick has been doing a super impressive hat's off job as an ace this conference!

> sanmiguel is waxing hot at the start of the philippines cup after that go-home-crying perfomance last time out!

> smb has already defeated the king-kongs (brgy. ginebra) haha! twice this conference!

> houston rockets won't be able to enter the playoffs this season!

> i bought myself (atlast) a keyboard!

> got myself another certified addiction with the anime "saiyuki" haha! cho hakkai rockz!!!!

> through God's grace i made a sure jump as a 3rd year accountancy student..... no sqe's thank God!!!

> God loves me still! He's just done a lot of merciful things to me and never let the burdens cloud my real side!!

well, i can't think of anything more to add up this recapping and aside from that my time is gonna be up as well!---it's better to save this entry now before anything else may happen!! ---- i'll write again next time!!!

ps. a super badnews!!........... we've got a uniform this coming school year!!

Well,,,it's all over!smb just lost its chance for a drive to a crown this conference...they're out of the league, after missing the end-game luck and with destiny, letting it fall on air21's side... It hurts... still can't believe, but it has to be accepted, that the game wasn't designed for them to win...they wasn't able to defend the crown, and ranked 7th (yuck) at the start of this new season!!!
But what really hurts is that, i fully believed that the heartbreakers at the early goings of the cup were just an added spice for i've already accepted that the championship will be for them.. Now, taking back those anyone's ballgame's loss and those games decided by 3 points or less seems like a big hard rock dropped over my back.. worse than a heartstab. they always fall short at the last minutes and the defeats were all sorry shots!! They gave all their best in every game but, the luck wished not to cut them any slack. Or,, god might not want it this way. What i hoped best is that thse tears that dropped after renren completed the 4-point play wer'nt for disappointment... i know they didn't gave up!!! they fought hard until the last minute of they're staying alive in the journey.. All of their efforts has to be credited!!! They never quitted at any poinnt in the season... (remembering the 2OT win against the express way back... the 5-game winning streak after falling 1-8 at the bottom of the standings... considering back,, dorian peña's last miraculous shot with over 1.6 seconds that gave them the last chance to survive..)...It hurts because all of their losses were just a lack of a certain factor at every last minute of the battles... But i feel like i have to be proud of my "vintage" team (hahaha).. those heartbreakers must be put into consideration as a proof, that smb's team spirit did'nt and won't surely die.. they fought all their way up and though they fail this time, i know they'll still punch a great basketball game bext time... antil the "san miguel beermen" franchise as still in the list of the pba teams...
A relief at last!!! God has the reason for all of these. And right after the tears, what i really prayed is for me to realize and completely understand what that reason is.. The conference wasn't for them (hard to accept) but right now it's confirmed... it's not yet time for them to grab their 18th trophy... and assured is the crown has to wait for the winningest franchise in the pba history!!! smb is still the best! And no matter what my prayers will still be at their side consistently... And whatever happens, all the diehards will still be there to cheer all their lungs out for them>> i just pray for them to get the games of their lives going on and on... And my admiration for them is still far from the final buzzer!!!.... Bless the beermen... more faith next time!!!

its been almost two months since i stopped working on this on-line diary!!! a lot of memorable experienced passed by and i wasn't able to write them down here!!!!
my last entry says how much i have my fingers crossed thinking of how my efforts in studying our major subject turned out..... it was a funny thing.... though it made all of us really shken!! And in the end it was still supported by His mercy.. He is really the best. for giving us our prof and for not letting anyone among us down!!! and for making us even more positve!!!!!!!!! it's all about Him really!!

a goodnews is that i feel like the class' bonding is starting to tighten up... we just had a xmas party last week and its a different feeling you know... knowing that other sections wasn't as solid aas we are!!!

hooptalk----- smb started real slow this conference they wasn't able to catch a winning streak and find it hard to avoid the bottom of the standings!!! so far they were able to have a breather... after 10 games with them affording only to win 2 precarious battles,, at last they've managed a comeback.. they made snatched a 5game consecutive wins and the latest was against ginebra (hahaha) but they lose just yeyterday against the aces... it was a jampacked standings. they are all almost tied at the bottom of it and i don't have a picture of how the ranking phase will probably end up... just hoping and praying that smb willl be placed right.... while on nba,,,, finally i saw again TMAC on the hardcourt with the best of his moves!! his back now stronger than ever playin hard for the rockets!! this past weeks i wasn't able to watch their games but i know tey're currently doing fine this season...... and by the way kobe had a new career high yasterday against the mavs... scoribg 62 big points tying tmac's i think....

it's 3 days before xmas and its so cold outside... we're on a crisis tis days.. financial problems eat us and it is presence is haunting.. i just hope the real spirit of the yultide season will still prevail and praying that our family will still celebrate Jesus' birth as happy and as contented as how it used to be!!!!

MERRY X-MAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

again it had been ages since i wroye last. The cream of my last entry was about hale's gig, which was ,wayback, an august happening. it's now october and ofcourse there had been a lot of things to be told!!
as of this moment, our finals was over!!! kind of lifting out a big burden on my shoulders. (means, a more credible reason to party out and relax) the only thing that's keeping my fingers crossed right now are the grades...... esp in accounting..........'really hope everything will be fine not only for me but for us all...."wish we could make it till graduation,, be cpa's and got it to go all together!! (hahaha)
well cutting off that semi serious topic let's talk about a lighter side.... i wasn't able to watch bamboo's concert in the campus last september. sad thing coz i've yet to to see the band perform live and i'd been waitng for that concert..... another sad thing champ's starting to be not-so-good-looking day each day! i mean the bad hairstyle had been accepted but now,,,(aba dinagdagan pa ng bigote!) haha! but no ofcourse they're still my favorite and i know still the favorite of many nowadays (questioning th go-home-crying-event in the sop music awards) tsktsktsk!
now, hooptalk... i've been sorry for myself for i wasn't able to know what happened in the uaap this season. all the time i thought the eagles had a better standing tha lasalle, but no, the latter got the twice-to-beat advantage in the final four and once again rule over ateneo.. so sad for l.a. lasalle had a big lead that game. l.a. just can't help but sit on the bench with a crampped leg watching his last supposedly memorable college game..... having his team losing big.... against their archrival!!!!!
while professionally speaking pba just started anoyher season. and the latest memory was in so far stil fresh in my mind.... Last last friday with aa and gem at the baywalk and takingnote of the bittersweet moment with rich (still remembers me). it was unforgettable spe cially for the two. and ofcourse though there was nothing about smb i'd been so happy too, not only bcoz of rich, brandon, and tony but moreover for God's blessings that day! if you only know His whole story! He's really the best! (granted all my prayers and made everything strike at it's best! well like what i said the season had begun and i'm really looking forward to it esp for the aces' performance considering their bigdeep roster and also with ginebra having a very "malupet" as in an evenmore "malupet" jayjay back after a conference-long injury (and speaking of jayjay,, i have a new crush and accdg to many he looks like helterbrand! haha) and ofcourse though i somehow feel smb has nothing to get excited over with i still have this feeling of missing them playing on the court and still believe they'll punch another great fight this time!!! guess what???????? they're down now 0-2 at the bottom of the standings!! (haha) just lose against coke earlier via a heartbreaker!!!!!

so i think i'll end it up here

just make another update again next time!!!!!!

I've been wanting to make some "posting" about this certain memorable experience sinc friday last week. But it's only now that i had my chance.... 'just hope it's not yet late for the excitement to make sense....
Well last friday, the 12th of august, i was able to watch a live performance ag the OpM band that made my simple admiration for opm songs a certified addiction..... "HALE" (at sm san lazaro) hahahaha!. i've been dying for that day eversince i became a "haler" and when finally it came....huh...it had been really unforgettable!
nevermind everything that almost got me off my feet and wanted me to just try again next time.... nevermind the hard rain that created a tiring ambience for a "lakwatsa"........ nevermind the 2 long hours of standing waits that left only me and aa patiently hope..... nevermind the "not-very-best" position and the body pushing that ached my leg muscles.......nevermind the set-up placing rolly martinez near our side rather than sheldon and even the missed opportunity to take champ a single shot.........
I'll be proud to throw all that "kakainis & sayang " things away coz nice moments gave a lot more spice on the dish that night....As always of course, "first time" drew back to give way for the word "unforgettable" .....'just watching live their own style.... just seeing in person champ's beautiful eyes and sweetest smile....the given part of him to look at our side and make a "peace-out" sign....recognizing champ's unique left-to-right headbang (hahaha)...'just watching upclose, sheldon working on the base with the best of his moves.....and sheldon's twice glimpse on my banner that reads "sheldon azthig ka" (aaahhhh)
It was really a great-firstime-gig-watching..... an experience that i would like to keep in mind as long as i am a "lightrock" fan...... and now all i wanted is to make sure that there will be a lot of adventures like that again, awaiting me!!